January 2012
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Confusion;
Lord have mercy. I swear to god, relationships are so confusing. I want to write a book, but my mind gets hazy with confusion and I just can’t do it. I swear I have Attention Deficit Disorder, commonly known as ‘ADD.’ I cannot focus for more than a certain amount of time. I think, no, I know I have this disorder. It’s a severe case for me, especially in school. That’s...
December 2011
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Smile, You're Beautiful;
Never underestimate the power of your own soul. You are the one who controls you… no matter what anyone says or does. Don’t let anyone bring you down, you are the one who is omnipotent. You decide for your own self. If you have ever looked in the mirror and called yourself ugly; smack yourself. You are not ugly, you are the most beautiful creation ever made. Smile always, because you...
November 2011
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Dreams;
Touching reality. God, how I wish my dreams were the real thing. The worst feeling in the world is waking up from one of the best dreams of your entire existence and the dream just floating away until you can no longer recall it. The best feeling, even though this has nothing to do with dreams, is the feeling of peeing when you have been holding it for what seems like hours. The sweet relief, oh...
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Twist & Turn;
I swear on my life, that I will never EVER go rollerblading again. Screw Bieber’s ‘Never Say Never.’ I repeat, I will NEVER do that activity again. Ever since that dreadful day of falling hard on my tailbone, lord have mercy, my back has been screwed. I have to twist and turn just to get comfortable. This morning when I woke up, it hurt to walk. I’m pretty sure it was...
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The Sun Will Come Out;
Tomorrow, the sun will come out… BUT, what if it didn’t? My mind is in constant motion of ‘what if’s.’ What if… What if… What if… No one really ever considers the millions or billions of different scenarios. I could sit here and write thousands of my what if thoughts… My mind likes to think, how cliched, ‘out of the box.’ I never...
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Mother Nature;
Lord have mercy. Mother Nature just cannot make up her mind! It felt so good this morning, you could say that it was warm; around 1o’clock the wind was blowing and it was super chilly. Now at 9o’clock it is COLD. I am really tired of the constant weather changes. It’s fall, let’s just stay cool.
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Mixed Feelings;
There is someone out there that is making my mind swim. This person gives me the those annoying butterflies right in the pit of your stomach, but all in all it ends up being a pleasant feeling. This person… they have made me experience a lot and they have got me all twisted into many knots. The feeling of their head on my shoulder, the way their arm wrapped around mine, our inside joke of...
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Work;
I am dying to find a new job, the one I have now does not pay enough. I am in major need for something new and exciting! In this economy, it’s going to be hard to find another job. BUT, I have officially applied to ‘Toys-R-Us’ and hopefully they’ll hire me for the holiday season! Let’s stay hopeful.
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Thanks;
I just had this urge to say that I could not imagine life without all of my friends that I have made!
Jessica
Jacob
Skyler
Hayley
Jonathan
Mike
Meridith
Lauren
Carl
Erin
Brittany
Ashley B.
Jeromy
Bekah
Ashley E.
Liz
The list is infinite.
I just wanted to say thank you to you all!
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I cannot believe;
I cannot believe that in less than one month, I will be eighteen years old. So much has happened in what seems like so-little time. I’ve made friends, and lost friends too. I’ve fallen in and out of love. I’ve gotten bruised and cut up, but yet I still strive on. There are so many people in my life that have impacted me both negatively and positively. I sit here typing on this...